Live With No Regrets ♥

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♥ Live With No Regrets .

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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

This entire week, was horrible.

Yes. getting back of RESULTS,
prelim results.

see all the EMO faces,
hear all the complains,

look at those results.
look at these people.
look at our faces.
look at the papers.
look at others' frown.

feel your eyes get red,
feel your tear ducts get hot,
feel your cheeks get wet.

THIS SUCKS.

I dont like the feeling.

I dont know what to do.

I dont want to keep TRYING.

I dont think i'd make it.

I dont care.

As much as i may throw tantrums,

i am a kid.
i cry. i scream. i shout. i grumble. i laugh.

behind all that,
i know im still going to try.

sometimes,

when things get so discouraging,
when all seem so meaningless..

what is going to happen?
will it get better?
how to continue from here?

you feel so lost when all plans fail.
you feel so hopeless when things go wrong.
you feel so tired when u fall AGAIN, on your x-th try.

when i get back my results..
when my tears roll down my cheeks..

i say:

-give it up angela.
-stop trying.
-quit studying.
-its all futile.
-fuck it.
-give it a break.
-people are doing fine.
-but not me.
-why?
-loser!

i rant. i repeat.

i dont want to study anymore.
i give up! everything is useless.

dont worry. i wont.

all these make me stronger and

more determined to succeed.
more motivated to find out what's wrong.

i am going to study EVEN HARDER.

emo-ing is no use. (:
crying dont change anything. (:
laughing is just a temporary escape. (:

i've made plans.

was revising chemistry this week.
inorganic chem.

making notes..

i just finished making my own set of notes for chemistry,

periodicity,
group2,
group7,

and half way through transition elements.

happily thought that's all for today,
shall use comp and relax now..

and..

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I SPILLED WATER OVER MY NOTES!

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BLOODY HELL.

the best part is,
my pen/markers ink are water-based.

smudged.

i spent three days on it. )):

and i have to redo them.

or rather, i'd just re-copy them..

T_T

at most it'd take me a whole three hours?

look on the bright side.

i can revise all over again at the same time. (:
memorise them better. xDD

BAD DAY.

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