Live With No Regrets ♥

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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

IS BEAUTY SO IMPORTANT?

Discrimination do happen, sadly..
against the less attractive.

be it being the clothes, awful fashion sense.
be it being the face, raw without makeup.
be it being the hair, unkempt and not styled.
be it being the person, being plain UGLY.

Well. im saying this..

NOT because i feel that im freaking beautiful
or that im sorry for being ugly..

Was studying at jurong library today with jas and yilin.

Met a pretty, hot model with her photographers i suppose.
saw her photos online before,
had a good impression of her. XDD

seeing her in real life wasn't exactly a bonus.

she wasn't as elegant, beautiful and sweet as i thought of her to be.

her dressing..
it took me at least 50 glances to realise she's wearing shorts underneath her top/dress.

her face..
it was covered with makeup so thick that i think can suffocate an ant. =\

her voice..
it wasn't as sweet and nice as i'd expect it to be.

sorry. i shouldn't expect anything, but just destroyed my impression of her. ):
TOTALLY.

It forced me to rethink the wonders of makeup. =X

AND.

what made me bloody pissed was her photographer.

i saw him before, last time with another model.

I was just trying to make sure if the girl was who i thought it was.
Hence, repeatedly looking/ maybe staring? at her..

HAH. he caught me doing that.

guess what he did.

..
.
..

*scanned me from head to toe*

and DIAO me.

bloody hell. i was like WTF.

just because im not the pretty freelance model that i am?

just because i was wearing huge ugly specs?

just because i didnt make up?

just beacuse im not in my best outfit?

just because i look like crap?

haha. that's how it is.

i couldn't help but wonder.

WHAT IF.

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...
.......
...
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WHAT IF, i was looking like this instead:

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OR like this:

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Will he still give me THAT look and rudely turn away?

hahas.

i dont know.

but i'd bet on

NO.

he'd give me a second if not third, fourth glance..

RAHHS...

too bad im not vain enough to makeup/dress up everytime i go out.
too bad im not hardworking enough to TRY to be pretty most of the time.

HEHE.

i am a lazy girl. i know.

dont remind me. =\

BLEAHS.

BYE. ((:

tmr im gg to be back with more photos updates of my recent studying sessions. XDD

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