♥ Live With No Regrets .

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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.


I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.


You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.





Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

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9:13 PM

♥ Friday, July 25

How cool would it be if we can teleport from one place to another?


Teleportation is the movement of objects from one place to another, more or less instantaneously, either by paranormal means or through technological artifice.



Dont stop me from fantasying!

hehe. just imagine with me..


OMG.

just imagine how much time u would save each day,
calculate how much time saved in a week, a month or a year.

imagine how much ENERGY we will save..

its so cool..



then i can save on the everyday 30min train journey to sch..

then boyfriends do not have to send their girlfriends home..

then people will not be late for work /school..

then we'd all get lazy and FAT. hahahas.

then police will not be able to catch thieves.. =\

then mummy cant lock their children up at home.. =]

then girls do not have to worry about going home late.. =D

then ..
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..
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there are never-ending benefits and problems.. XD




if its possible,


FIRST,
i'd plant one in my house, one in sch.

SECOND,
i'd plant another teleporting station at my bf's house.

THIRD,
i'd start my crazy plan.

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to plant my teleporting stations all over the world.
((:

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password protected, only i can excess.

then i can get to anywhere in a split second!!

WOOHOOS!

hehes. okok.



FINE. most of u must be thinking..

"can somebody bring this stupid girl back to reality?"



wahahahahs. shall stop here.

but i'd never want to stop daydreaming.

its the "FUN-IEST" thing ever.


hahahas.
maybe tt's why i appear to be crazy to some people.
hahahas.
literally crazy.. i do weird things, say weird stuffs,
have GREAT imagination! =]]

please try to accept it and i'd welcome u into my lala-land. ((:

my bf find it quirky. XD



back to my dearest teleportation invention.

i appeal to all SMART SCIENTISTS..
i command all of u unite and find out a way to do tt! XD



DO YOUR WORK!

make my dream come true!

and i'd love u. =D




ARGHHS.

but again,
maybe it'd happen in the future,

hopefully when im still alive.

i dont mind if im old by then. XDD
then at least i dont have to walk around slowly.. >.<

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6:48 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 23

What is security?

Wikipedia:
Security is the condition of being protected against danger or loss.




However, when a girl feels insecure,

she means. .. .. ..


1. she is not confident in the relationship.

2. she is not confident of U.



1. it may be tt there are too many problems existing in the relationship tt cause her to feel this way, lack of communications/ misunderstandings etc..


2. it may be tt u flirt around too much, she feel tt u may leave her eventually..

or tt u are just plain hopeless and cause too much trouble..

she cant get a sense of security being with u.

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like u may get into some deep shit anytime..
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like u keep making her worry for u..



a GIRLFRIEND is plays the role of a MOTHER and a FRIEND.

she worries for u, care for u and LOVE u,
like the way ur mother does.

she wants the best for u,
like the way ur mother does.

she dont want to see u in trouble,
like the way ur mother feels.

she hope for u to be a good guy, successful and happy,
like the way ur mother wish for.




However, she is ur partner, the one and only person whom will stand by u no matter what happens.

she's like a friend,
she will always be there for u.

she's like a friend,
she can go crazy and play with u.

she is like a friend,
she can lend u a listening ear.

she is like a friend,
she is true to u and
u're most comfortable around her.




its not easy to be a good girlfriend. XDD

u have u be careful not to "over-play" the role of his mum.

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be careful not to nag too much.
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be careful not to scold him and over-control him.
-

it hurts to see tt u're getting urself into endless trouble.

it's hard for her to stand by ur side each and everytime ur in deep shit,
its painful for her, to see u so troubled.

its WORSE when she wants to scold u,
but she know she shouldn't, just to make u feel better.

she cant do anything.

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she cant turn the time back and get u out of the shit u've gotten urself into.
-
she cant help u.
-
she cant change YOU.



but she will ALWAYS be silently stand beside u.

regardless of all the
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disappointment.
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pain from merely seeing how troubled u are.
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but she will never stop worrying and standing by ur side,
regardless of wad trouble u get urself into..




anw, a random note:

I AM NOT FEELING INSECURE ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP.

((:




not yet..

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7:12 PM

♥ Monday, July 21

Im dying..

soon. either from pain or hunger..

T_T i have ONE LARGE ULCER
on my right cheek lining,
sitting in between my jaws, deep in,
near my wisdom tooth..

can imagine how bad it is?

i have difficulty opening n closing my mouth.


worse still its SWOLLEN.
and it had been there since friday,
getting BIGGER and BIGGER!!


another smaller one is growing on my left cheek lining..


im really dying..
i cant talk properly.
i cant EAT.
i cant OPEN my jaws..

and its swollen. u can feel it from the outside.
not just the ulcer. my entire right jaw hurts!



im gg to see a doctor if it doesnt get well tmr..

T_T

three days of suffering..

i nid FOOD!! >.<

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9:19 PM

♥ Sunday, July 20

BAD NEWS:

i have yet to find out HOW..
to connect my new phone to my comp. T_T


have loads of photos yet to blog.. >.<


anw, have been a busy week. ((:

HERE I AM TO UPDATE ABOUT THE BIGEVENT.

the track and field nationals 2008. =]]


congrats to AJC track and field team!
our hard work paid off. =D


we did relatively well compared to past batches.

several finalists. congratulations!


JENSON: HURDLER!~
so proud of him.
NICE guy. ((:

JOEL: hurdler too.

CLARISSA: my DEAREST!~
one of my many track girlfriend.
but my ONE AND ONLY HOUSEFLY.
great tracker, and FANTASTIC friend. =]]

EUGENE: legendary runner!~
fat boy to 4th in nationals for 5km.
not bad huh. =\
strong will power tt i admire. ((:

TRACK GIRLS TEAM!
4x100m: steph, me, vir, clar.
4x400m: clar, vir, ivy, me!

HEHE congrats all. =]]



excellent team of 2008.
with friendship tt i hope can last forever.

((:

and i had the WORST results,
with the WORST comments from teachers.

chem: "need to be more attentive in class. weak in chemistry"
phy: "need to pay more attention during lessons."
gsc: "上课要专心参与活动."
maths: "has not done well in maths. needs to see how to resolve the problem of fatigue. unable to concentrate in class cus she seems v tired."


haiix.. im trying to buck up ok?
its not my fault tt lessons are just plain boring. )):






anw, the DARK NIGHT is nice!

its a damn interesting movie. ((:
watched it on friday with darling.. =]]


JOKER IS CRAZY.
BATMAN IS COOL.




random quote from the movie:

WHY SO SERIOUS?

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10:36 PM

♥ Friday, July 18

GOOD NEWS~


ANGELA the HARKWORKING girl
is determined to do some serious bucking up. ((:



BEFORE i get really SCREWED..

start revision, clear doubts and practice!



F O C U S.

for now its studies. sad to say.. >.<>.<



too busy to blog so often!

T_T

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11:33 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 16

today was the finals for TRACK AND FIELD MEET 2008.

mark the end of my JC track life. (:


shall update more, with photos tmr.. =]]

busy now.


mood meter: 7/10.

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8:29 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 15

I LOVE CHILDREN!

look at their innocent look,
expressive eyes,
cute nose,
pout lips,
chubby face,
soft hair..


OMG. HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LOVE KIDS.


today on my way home from school,

there was like one lil boy who pressed the lift button as he was walking past.
then his grandpa was like "your hands v itchy hor?"
and he went "YAHH! damn itchy.. my hands v itchy leh..",
pretending to scratch his hand.. LOL.

after a few more steps, he continued!
"YEAH! my hands still v itchy! =\"

LOL.



and in the lift, there was another lil boy.
on his way home after sch..
supposed he got bullied.

had a lil red mark on the face,
he was telling his mama someone hit him.
then his elder brother was like "i ask my whole gang go fight him"
when he himself look so scrawny.. LOLs.

in the lift, the kid went ranting..
" he scold me vulgar words.. "
his mum ask him, wad did he scold u.
then he innocently continued..
he scold me VULGAR WORDS.
his mum was like: wad vulgar words..

and he innocently repeated:
he scold me vulgar words.
i dunno what is vulgar words..
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...

LOL. hahas. so CUTEE..




check out some cute babies:











I WANT TO HAVE THREE KIDS! ((:

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9:01 PM

♥ Monday, July 14

* I GOT A NEW PHONE! *


It's sony erisson K850I. =]]
black and green one. XDD


three button touch screen. >.< style="font-size:180%;">5 megapixel camera!




and say bye to my old phone..
would miss it.. LOADS.

its only half an year old.. T_T
SORRY!!





and today was my last day of training. ((:

went crazy with my girlfriend VIRNICE.. XDD
CLARISSA DEAREST please take care!

And girls all the best for wednesday's RELAY.

break our personal best timings for one last time!



LOVE U ALL~

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8:58 PM

♥ Sunday, July 13

i have a stone in my chest.

im feeling v heavy, v cold now..



i just read from people's blog to learn tt my junior is hospitalised.
T_T


maybe its because im a lucky girl who have not been through any obstacles yet in my life.

i dont have any close relatives dying..
i dont have any friends sick..
i myself am fit and healthy..

my life have been a bed of roses.

i didnt thought anything bad will happen in this world,
other than

natural disasters in the word,
crimes in singapore,
diseases killing mankind..


after all, i cant relate to all these sad stories..




HAIIX..


..
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.
.
.
...

..


Why does this have to happen?

i dont know exactly wad happened to her.

BUT.

i know, this is not the first time. T_T



she is such a nice girl.

friendly, sweet, cute and all.



cant be considered as my closest friends,
but still..

i've known her for at least 5 years.. >.<



well, its a good thing tt she's so optimistic and carefree. (:





STAY STRONG GIRL AND I PRAY FOR U. =]]

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12:05 AM

♥ Saturday, July 12

Normal day..


had training in the morning,
i overslept as per usual..

was slightly late..


did some relay training. ((:

all the best girls!
monday last training and its clar's 200m finals!


shall update more about the track and field competition once its over.

=]]

hehes.

after tt, i went for lunch with my DARLING.


and then..


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studying with my dearest yilin and jasline. ((:



me with my mirror obsession.




hehe. it happens when u cant focus on the white thing on the table,
especially when u feel tt ur eyelids weigh 2 million tons heavy..

and u're sitting in a position so unglam yet comfortable.


hence, to prevent myself from falling asleep,
and to entertain myself,

i have resorted to my mirror method.



i did this in my secondary school.

well-known as the sleeping queen,

i have trouble staying awake for lesson.


tried to entertain myself, with all sort of weird gadgets.. XDD



i swear i TRY my 10001% best to stay awake.

but i sleep in 10001 ways..

sitting upright,
looking at teacher,
facing the board,
while writing,

just anytime..


so, although im 1.6plus metres tall,
im made to sit in the FIRST row,
right in front of the teacher's table.


but it doesnt help.. >.<



hehs. im tired. used too much brain power today... =\

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10:37 PM

♥

a few of my favourites from a bikini photoshoot.
((:







note: its not photoshop-editted.

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5:26 PM

♥ Thursday, July 10

teehees.

today i had a FOOD FIGHT with my dearest..


went out awhile with him after my chinese oral..

the conversation topic is:
"physical appearance is one of the factors in determining a person's success."
Do u agree?

OMG. hahas.
whheee heees..

i speak chinese at home,
and i talk ALOT..

so obviously oral was OK for me.
but didnt elaborate too well i suppose. >.<



after tt, i when to meet my DARLING.

bought bubble tea then went for lunch with him..


i wasn't exactly hungry so i chewed on those IRRITATINGLY CHEWY thingys tt i suppose people call them pearls?


YUCK.

fine. im too LAZY to chew on them.
my jaw hurts. so hard to chew.
like some bouncy rubber ball. eewww.

i dont hate them. but today they seem super chewy.

hahahas. wonder why people LOVE those weird slimy balls.


and it IS SLIMY.





i got bored of watching dear eat his meal,
i got tired of chewing those disgusting balls,
i got naughty and decided to do something BAD..



guess wad.



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i sucked up the last pearl

AND

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i blew it into my dardar's SOUP.
woooohooos. hahas.


dont say im gross.
i bet it taste good. XD


hehehes.
and he ignored me.

i tried to disturb him again..


but he confiscated my bubble tea..

and stole my straw.


blow the last few drops of peach red tea on my FACE!

and i tried to attack with his chop-stick,
by attempting to throw the pearl at him.

but i cant pick it up, so throw some vege at him instead. XD

and he being the utter IDIOT,
used the straw, picked up the pearl and blew at me..


after chasing me around, after the meal..

round the CHILDREN'S PLAYGROUND.


hehe. tt's what happen when u put TWO stubborn and CUTE people tgt.
especially, if these TWO PIGS are crazily in love with one another..


here is how it started.


THE STORY OF THE PEARL


scroll down only if interested.


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From:

the bubble tea cup

to

the bubble tea straw

to

the pretty girl's lips

to

the girl's lover's soup

to

the straw again

to

the bad guy's lips

to

the poor girl's HAIR!!

and she realised it after some time

AND..

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it goes back to:

the male pig's hair / shirt /

-i dunno. cus i anyhow throw. XDD

hehe. then

to OUR HANDS.

as we both tried to grab it..

and the stupid pearl being so strong and bouncy,
didnt crush.

it just sticked to our hands abit..

so in the end, just before we go into the toilet,

i managed to throw it at him

and RUN OFF!
hahahas




-END OF STORY-





then he splash water at me after he come out..


we're even.
bleahs.


I LOVE MY PIG LAOGONG.
hahahas.

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6:59 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 9

In life, how often dont we actually get second chances?


i would say, yes, but not always.

i had gotten many second or even third, fourth, fifth --- chances..
i had given people chances too..

i believe in getting having another chance.



but in reality, chances dont always come by easy.

some times, u have to grab it.
some times, they just dont come.



chances are not exactly always given by people.
rather, its a situation tt u cant change.




WELL.

i had a second chance in my relationship,
if not i wouldnt be this happy now.

i had given a second chance to my relationship too,
if not i wouldnt be feeling so loved now.


u have to make good use of the chance given to u.
[if u get a SECOND one,
not after tt ask for a THIRD or so on]





in studies, i've A HELL LOT OF CHANCES to buck up.

there are so many exams tt i've flopped.
there are countless lessons tt i've slept through.
there are numerous homework tt i've not done.

but there IS a LIMIT to all these chances.
its TIME.

u cant turn the clock back half a year later
and start thinking back..

IF ONLY i had studied harder..
IF ONLY i started revision earlier..
IF ONLY i was a better student..

bullshit. i dont believe in if only.
so i better get started and do my best.
as i dont want to regret. (:





in my race this few days, i've learnt tt u dont always get the another chance.

it is just tt few seconds.
success or failure, u decide.

there may be unforeseen circumstances tt u cant control.
but too bad.

tt's reality. u cant do anything.


its life.


after two whole years of training,
ONE race.
ONE chance.


today was an important day for me.
it was my 200m and 400m semi-finals.
same day. no choice.

and my naughty muscles decided to play a prank on me,
they went tight and i cant perform. T_T


so, was off-form and didnt do as well as expected.



wells. i cant ask for a re-run.

even if u may be the BEST runner on track,
u are injured one min before the match,

it WONT stop for u.


like my dearest housefly..
something happened.

im sad and yes.
UNPREDICTABLE things do occur.




we dont always get a second chance.
even if we will DEFINITELY do better with it.






last two relays coming up.
`4x400m semis on friday
`4x100m finals next monday

JIAYOU for it.




and after which, i have to start CHIONG-ING for my studies.


NO TIME!!


awwws.

in the future i wish some genius will invent a TIMEBANK.










random.

i want to live on the clouds.
>.<

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6:43 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 8

DEAR:

HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!

AND,

i changed my blogskin. ((:

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9:01 PM

♥ Monday, July 7

CONGRATS ANGELA LAI.

she'd defeated the "COMPLEX" monster! ((:


THREE CHEERS FOR HER! XDD

woohooos.
its not easy ok..
well, finally. after quite some time,
energy and effort on it...

=]] so proud of myself..


although i believe i lost 3 million and one braincells,
on this piece of crap tt we call notes..



i couldn't do the questions!!

PLEASE SAVE ME!!


my dearest housefly looking bored,
TRYING to focus.. XD


I GIVE UP. AHHSS..
i was going crazy ok...


was trying to refrain myself from:

1. shouting and cursing my NON-LIVING notes.
2. tearing up the bloody piece of papers.
3. pulling my hair and dig some SMART brain cells out to help me.



can u blame me?

its COMPLEX NUMBER.

the word COMPLEX is there for a reason..
a VERY GOOD reason i'd say.. T_T




lets have some fun stretching my legs while clarissa was away.. XD

its sad to have long legs sometimes.. =\





after a tiring day of studying,

i met out with my dearest friends to watch a movie.. XDD





guess wad show we watched?

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HANCOCK.


omg. its cool. he can FLY!
he is UNBEATABLE. woohhoos.

so charming. XD



DESTRUCTIVE GUY





the plot was not too bad,
with a good mix of humour and action.

overall, great movie. ((:





by the end of my day, it was 9plus.

and i was feeling unusually lethargic..


we cam-whored abit at the MRT platform..





and i always get HIGH cam-whoring.
so usual.


and yilin took some funny snapshots.. XD
of me making faces, KUKU ones..


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...








THIS RELIEVES STRESS!

TRY IT.




for JC students who are stressed.

it helps. ((:

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7:19 PM

♥ Sunday, July 6

A CHILDREN'S PLAYGROUND




i may be sevenTEEN,
u may be SEVEN?
he may be sevenTY?
she may be matured..

but there is a kid in everyone of us..
i believe.
.
.
that is if..
.
.
its not just me. XD




i always loved to go to my grandma's house.


where i can unleash the child in me.

ride on a scooter, chasing a kid..

run around, playing catching..

act cute a little, as tho im not sevenTEEN,

but SEVEN. >_<


how often do u get this chance?
im so happy and lucky. =]]

and cam-whore with those BIG-EYED BABES.

arghhhs. they'd melt a thousand hearts..

hehs. its NOT EASY taking photos with them ok..


look at how HARD it is to get them to look at the CAMERA.

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look at how HARD it is to get them to smile PROPERLY.

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look at how HARD it is to get them to stay STILL!!


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LOLS. I GIVE UP. XD



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check out this particular cousin of mine.



LOVE HER TO BITES.


six year old, matured thinking, sensible kid. ((:

care for her siblings and alw gives in to them..

awww... ... how nice.

i dont rmb myself doing tt when i was young.. XD



she is BEAUTIFUL and cute. look at our funny pictures:


hehe. our long tongues DID touch!

and my youngest sister went:

GASP! "THEY FRENCH KISSED!! OMG OMG OMG!!"


LOLS. cant blame her. she is only twelve years old.
=]]




i like this one below. hehe.

my boyfriend call this the PIG FACE. >.<








and, before tt i met my BOYFRIEND to study..
then go scenic viewing.. XDD



i love NATURE.

p.s: i love the baby monkey area..

if not for some annoying people.. >.<

hahahas. ((:



ANYWAYS,

here's a CUTE picture of my DARLING,

with his KUKU smile. XDD

looking super happy. =D


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and guess why..

cus he declared himself a "non-smoker",
for his NS medical checkup tomorrow..



hahas. BIG FAT LIAR.

he claims to want to quit smoking during NS,
hence the big lie.. lols. XDD




today is a stress-free day for me.

i would like to emphasize on the word "STRESS-FREE".

but i have to do some work tomorrow..
at least, complete the really COMPLEX topic..
tt i've been wanting to complete..

..
..

COMPLEX NUMBER..


arghhs.. last topic of JC maths syllabus and.
its KILLING me.. :((


CLARISSA HOUSEFLY shall be my maths peer tutor for tomorrow.. =]]

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9:31 PM