Live With No Regrets ♥

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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

this is going to be a movie review post.
watched 3movies in a week. XD

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first it was last saturday.
with my boyfriend.

THE PUNISHER (M18)

its a bloody violent show.
but
im a saddistic evil woman. (:

they have LOTS of gun scenes.
GUNS.
shooting, where?
HEADS-ON!
muahahaha.

there's a reason why its M18. =P
but i dont find it a particularly nice show.. =\

RATE: 3.5/5 STARS~

//NEXT//

did i mention? =P
i watched a fantastic show on the 2nd day of CNY..
XD

haha. with my family!
but i went to meet my dear for awhile after tt. =P

RED CLIFF 2

i like the story plot.
i like the action.
i like the movie. =D

btw, it lasted for over 2hours.. XD

RATE: 4.5/5 STARS~

AND FINALLY..

today~
i went causeway point. =P
for dinner and movie with alex.

we watched..

INKHEART

its EXCELLENT.

a short movie,
i think it lasted for only 90min.

but i found it entertaining and not draggy..

the movie managed to kept me 101%focused and entertained
THROUGHOUT.

interesting plot.
i like stories.. =P

RATE: 4.5/5 STARS~

OK.
i promise my next post will be of my DEAREST.

i miss him so much.. =\

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8:29 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

although im so not in the mood for it..

HAH.
its only 15min past midnight and i've received 5 "happy new yr" sms..

i just came back from reunion dinner, as every year we do..
just that this year, my grandma is not sitting on the same table eating with us..
just that we're not counting down to new yr..

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im not exactly damn depressed now.
im more of bored.

no new yr house visiting.
no nice bright clothes to wear.
no happy festive mood.

i wonder how i'd be spending my next two days..

boredom sucks. =\

and guess what, im not exactly in the blogging mood today as well..

so i shall end here..
with photos of my intended hair style for CNY this year.. XD

i cant find the pictures of the clothes i wanted to wear.
will leave it for another day... (:

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12:16 AM

Everything happened so suddenly..

First, im shock.
Then, the trauma.
After, the sadness.
Finally, im numb.

My sisters and me were happily making a birthday card for my mum..
note the time: 8plus at night.

We were still engrossed in designing the best card on earth for her..
Then, the phone rang..
My dad answered the call and told us:
"grandma stopped breathing."

S.H.O.C.K

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and followed by another call,
its confirmed that she's dead.

T.R.A.U.M.A

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we all stunned for a moment.
then we decided to rush over to her place.
my dad rode a bike over with my sis
and i brisk walked over with my other sis.
i swear i had never walked so fast in my entire lifetime for such a long distance.

the 2km walk seemed like 20km..
still hoping for some miracle,
maybe she'd wake up again when we reach..

when we got there,
we walked down that looong corridor to her house.

it seemed longer and scarier than usual.
i didnt know what to expect.
my heart thumped EXTREMELY fast.
(might be the fast walk)

and i opened the unlocked door and entered,
everyone looked normal.
the TV was on.

she was in her usual seat, her usual position.
but not moving. stiff. cold. dead.

i touched her hand, held it tight.
and i teared.

i teared for the fact that she is my family.
i teared for losing a warm grandmama figure.

although we are not very close,
but i vaguely have memories of my childhood with her..
and she is one nice lady, easy going and
she's not even 70.. T_T

S.A.D.N.E.S.S

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how i regret not visiting her often enough.
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when i was younger,
from the once a week basis

to

those secondary school days,
then the once a fortnight get-together

to

when i got older,
studies, fun, everything..
made me forget that mini family gathering.

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the visits became less and less frequent.

the last time i visited her was AT LEAST a month back i think..
busy life, neglected family.

BUSY is not an excuse.
i know.

im sorry.
but sorry to whom, i dont know.. =\

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now im feeling better..
the sadness is fading away..

N.U.M.B

i dont know.
i have alot of questions.

why is it that she have to go BEFORE chinese new yr?
i was looking forward to that reunion dinner. T_T

when was it that she got so sickly?
i couldn't remember.
i cant recall when she stopped going to shop n" save with us,
when she stopped visiting relatives on CNY,
when she got her leg amputated,
when she got diabetes, HBP, heart problem,
when she got to go for regular kidney dialysis..

maybe its better for her to leave peacefully?

i hope she's looking at us from heaven and blessing me..
^_^

this is a new year with NO happiness.
with NO joy in receiving red packets.
with NO house visiting.
with NO bright colourful clothes.

with NO reunion dinner!!!

i think thats the best part about the chinese new yr,
not the red packets, not the new clothes, not the visiting..

HAIIX.
and dont try to comfort me. (:
im fine.

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11:31 PM

Does this face look familiar to you?

HEHE.
its my childhood FAVOURITE cartoon character,
other than DORAEMON. =\

=]

i used to go crazy over it.. XD
over those expensive and countless merchandise..
Sanrio actually gave rights to ABOUT 50, 000 products in 60 countries.

WTH.
50, 000.

how?
i cant imagine.

i tried listing every possible item i can think of.
and it tallies to AT MOST 100?

let me name some of the more basic ones.

there are ultra cheapskate ones,
that u can get at any pasar malam.. XD
like hello kitty pens, bookmarks, envelops, diaries, towels, bottles, clocks, etc..
the list goes on and on.
practically, anything u can think of and they have a HELLO KITTY product for it.

and down the list will be the slightly more expensive ones..
like, hello kitty lamps, clocks, display wardrobes, big plushies, clothes, wallets etc..

pretty keyboard..
beats a dull ugly white keyboard that turned grey/black right?

=\

CUTE MOUSE..
in the shape of a cat..
ironic isnt it?

XDD

haha.

and
CHECK OUT some of the cooler and amazing items..

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that u dont really see them around in the market.. XD

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fine.
at least not in singapore.. T_T

camera..

not in singapore i suppose? =\
at least not so nice? =P

VOLLEY BALL..

omg. its so gorgeous.. =]]

WEDDING GOWN!!!

like WTF..
omg.. will u wear it? XP

WTH..

is that a car exhaust pipe? =\

and yes, this is a sewing machine.. =\

hope it wont break down after few months..
muahahaha.

but its still cutee....

like kitty sneakers?

HOLYSHIT..
NIKE BRAND SOMEMORE..

ITS NOT SOME KIDDO TOY..

this is a mini-fridge.. O.o

and LAPTOP!!

NEC brand.. =\
there is a black version too.. XD

i'd so love this toaster..
look at the bread.

so so so cute and cool...

u'd also be happier eating the bread.. =D

its pink guitar?

sweet cool stuff.. XD

i like this phone.. =\

so damn elegant and pretty...
LOVE IT..

notice the car plate number..

haha. cool car?
too pinkish for me tho. XD

and kitty car-seat for babies!!

im going to get one for my baby girl next time. XD

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and i didnt know.
but somehow, since some time back,

apparently
hello kitty service went HOT too..

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they got kitty plane and air-stewardess looking cute.
xD

then some couple love kitty room or something like that..

too cute to be romantic.. XD

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and the most WOW thing i thing..

is that even HOSPITAL started using this appeal..
to BABIES and they parents..

claiming that it makes them feel cosier and more at ease..
better environment what so ever..

wonder if its for the mum or more for the baby.. =\

while im saying all these,
i realised i've neglected my GIANT KITTY PLUSH.

hid it in my wardrobe since few years back..
gift from friends for my birthday..

XD

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11:58 PM

MORE PHOTOS AT WORK!

Im finally out of the mundane uniform world.

no more SCHOOL, boring uniform.
no more OGAWA, disgusting work attire.

Being the usual stupid self,
i was so excited at the fact that im going to dress up for work.

and i took photos of my outfit EVERY SINGLE DAY...
LOL. =\

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feeling so preppy,
so smart and so professional.

woohoos~
like my FIRST non-sales related job.
ADMIN. im so important and crucial to the company's operations.

IM GOING TO WEAR FORMAL OUTFITS!!
excited x10000..

hehe. and im getting so used and in love with my job.
great sense of responsibility and importance. =]]

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Here, photos time!!

dayONE.

dayTWO.

dayTHREE.

dayFOUR.

dayFIVE.

No photos~

Its a casual day for all.
jeans/teeshirt, anything. XD

i wore a tanktop and jeans. =\

and by friday, i was so tired of camwhoring.. XD
muahahahas.

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and i have my very own DESK.
and i have my very own COMPUTER.
and i have my very own PHONE NUMBER.

^_^

well..
other then updating entries,
reading emails,
uploading information,
keying in data,
doing some filing,
etc etc etc..

i did a bit of camwhoring as well.. XD

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Anyways,
to add on, i have my OWN safety goggles.
YES! those that u see in science labs.

that is for entry to the R&D dept.
the labs area, then i have to wear this to enter.

for instances where by i have to make a trip there to..
maybe collect lab notebooks, etc.. XD

ITS SOO SOOO COOL~

Here's my ending photo.
XD

pardon my natural look.
too lazy to put on makeup to work.

and.
I LOVE MY SPECS.
=D

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10:24 PM

Just in case u people thought i died or something,
i shall blog about what i've been busy about recently.. =]]

HERE:

Im currently working under KEMIN,

They do some R&D on agrifood products, food ingredients, enzymes etc..
They CREATE new products and work on existing ones..

WOOOHOOS~
and the best part is,

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i play an important role too!

Im in charge of keying in the details and procedures for their research.
Taking over a pregnant lady..

looking after all those CONFIDENTIAL lab notebooks,
keying in reports,
filing up the datas,
updating information so that they can proceed with the experiment.

^_^

shall update more and more tommorrow,
with some photos of me bored at work. XD

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8:59 PM

YOU broke the TRUST we were holding onto.

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11:48 PM

HAHA.

GOTCHA?

the maze was meant to be a prank.
if u didnt try it, lucky u..

if u did, dont be angry at me!!

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here are some funny videos to calm yourself down.

here is the funniest one.
MUST WATCH!!

they done allow embedding..
i swear not a prank.. =\

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oh87njiWTmw

PLEASE DONT SAY "EEEKS.. U"RE SO SO SO SADDISTIC!"
because I KNOW I AM!!

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12:10 AM

Heh.

For those who haven't tried the maze game,
go try, i still cant get past level 3..

T_T

http://www.winterrowd.com/maze/

The Maze Game is an amazing game of skill and patience. Do not touch the walls or you will have to start the game all over. Sound effects will help find your way to the end. Try and finish all 4 levels.

Test your mouse-controlling skills~

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on a side note,
this will be a boring week for me.

cus my work starts next week.

so i shall blog more. =]]
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and i have interesting youtube videos to update on my next post. XD

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11:26 PM

HELLO~
im bored..

this pic was taken ytd by jasline at kiddy palace. XD

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today was a happy day..
out with boyfriend. (:

and i found a new and better game online.
to play!!

no more viwawa.

seriously.
u guys should try it!!

its a maze game,
damn hard.

im only trying to get past level 3.

http://www.winterrowd.com/maze/

btw, do tell me if u get by lvl4..
xD

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11:03 PM

slept at 5plus last night..
woke up in the afternoon today..

sounds lazy to u?

hehe.
NOOOO..

it was a healthy and "keep-fit" day today for me.
and my friends..

=]]
we went to CCK stadium for 2hours of table tennis.
3-5pm.

our photographer. XD

the singapore team? [red/white] =\

the RED team.
=]
i was wearing the EXACT same tee.. =P

its not my kind of sports.
too much effort needed in controlling the ball.
[u can smack and hit however u like]
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another bad thing: the ball is sooo bloody small.. =\
LOL. hard to catch/ hit.

bored yilin, secretly taking lots of photos.. =\

and in between, we took breaks.
one half an hour session with yilin to camwhore abit,

i like this one. =\

after some time, we got bored..
and decided to go outdoors.. XD
explore nice angles/places to take pictures etc..

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more photos of MEEE~

more photos will be posted when i get them from yilin.
XD

hehe.

then after which i gave up half an hour before our booking time.
and me, yilin, mw went to run first.

WOOHOOS~

yes. run.
on the track.

i did 8rounds non-stop.
and 2 more rounds of walking to cool down.
((:

such an accomplishment.
=P

then rushed home to bathe then had dinner with my pae classmates.
some people ps as usual.
most people didnt bother turning up as usual.
expected.

i dont really care anyways.

im sticking to those few.
alex. alan and weiliang. =D

those who bother keeping in contact.
and meeting out. ((:

shall end off here!

xD

goodnight. ((:

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10:15 PM