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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

i went jogging today!!

hehe. woohooos~
byebye fats.

i think i got thinner. =P

muahahahha.

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today i wore my loong forgotten FBT.
finally.. i bought like a million and one FBTs..
had some craze over it in JC and i got AT LEAST 7.
pink.
purple.
royal blue.
sky blue.
white & orange.
white & blue.
black. (3)
mostly were wore less than 5 times.. =\
wanted to sell them off but too lazy to do so.. LOL.

and im sooon ready to go~
dry fit tee,
FBT,
bunned up hair,
contact lens,
some money (didnt bring wallet/phone)

supposed to meet jas below my house.
but right after i left my house,
locked the bloody door,
AND
threw the keys back into my house..

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i realised i was wearing slippers.. T.T
what's worse,
i dont have the house keys.
what's even worse,
my sister is bathing.
what's even even worse,
jas reached and waiting outside my door with me,
for my sis to bathe finish.. =\

=.-

LOL. and after which, we walked to the stadium.
and i ran 3.2km!!
woohooos. so proud of myself man.. XD

p.s1: i cant wait for this loong weekend and my sentosa trip.
p.s2: i found my BFFS. ^-^

((:

will blog photos of yukiyaki realll soooon.

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11:12 PM

im here to blog about my weekend! ((:
here's a secret.. i PON my work on friday.. =P

my bf booked out on friday and i decided to spend my day with him~
i got my MC for $37, and some medicine for my cough.. XD

then went to bugis to meet him.
explored the new shopping mall there..
nothing much there yet..
and i realised the cinema and arcade there,
were not found at other malls.. (at least i didnt hear of them before)
the arcade was smth like "escapade" or smth like tt i think..
the cinema was "flimgarde".. LOL.

hehe. we took some photos at the arcade!
there were TWO damn cute figures..
^^

Heh.. and i forced him to take with the cutest doraemon on earth.

that botak guy look so CUTEEEE here.
LOL.

we were supposed to watch "the international",
but my pig blur dear lost the tickets.. =\
then we only discovered that 3seconds before entering..
he dropped it without knowing!!!

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and thank god the person recognises us.

but told us tt he cant do anything.. ZzzzzzZZzz..

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heh. and i dont get it.

we bought SEATS.

entering should not be an issue.

and so i decided to ask the person again,

to refer us to the supervisor.

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TADAHH..

and we managed to go in.

the show was not worth talking about.. =P

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and my SATURDAY was perfect,

had a great day out with my besties~

we had lunch at YUKIYAKI!

then shopping till night at MS..

shall blog more in details and

post our photos when i get them!

XD

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on SUNDAY i watched another movie with my bf..

FRIDAY THE 13TH.

it was not as great,

not worth it.

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and i realised tt my sweetheart got AMAZING reflexes.

from some exciting/gory scenes,

he ALWAYS react faster..

before my nerves transmit any info to my brains,

he would have reacted by grabbing my hand tighter first.. LOL.

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anw, after tt i met jas for a interview.

for some furniture shop.. LOL.

it was quite screwed up,

we waited from 5plus to 8!! =\

just for some idiot to come and interview us..

and it was damn sian la..

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tt bloody place was like a mall full of furniture shops,

with NOOO other shops.

ok fine, ONE cafe. =.-

and surrounding that "mall" were many others..

other furniture malls/warehouses/factories, whatever u call it.

LOL.

boring..

not gg to burn off my weekends and public holidays.

so noo more sales jobs for me.

T_T

look out for my yukiyaki post soon..

LOTS of photos to be up soon.

((:

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8:04 PM

GOOD JOB AJ TRACK~

((:

hope they can keep up the good work,

hold the team together..

and hopefully not get dis-banded by the school.. =\

thursday evening was the FINALS!

at CCK stadium~

it was definitely happening..

the girls ran the 4 X 100m race, got 6th.

the guys ran the 4 X 400m race, got 7th.

and ka shing ran the 100m finals. got 6th.

and haikal ran the 400m finals, got 6th.

and virnice ran her 100m furdles, got 5th.

i think.. =\

and virnice "lost" her bet with the juniors on the relay.

heh. and she was "MUMMIFIED"!!!

muahahhaha.

VIRNICE!! i miss those old good days.. =\

LOVE YOUUUUU~

haiix..

i miss the TRACK~

i miss those days..

i miss my muscles!!

i miss all my friends-

i miss everything*

my favourite event used to be 400m race.

few would choose to take up that event.

but.

i love it.

love the way it makes the race feels more complete.

its one complete round.

i enjoy the process of running it.

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*WARNING!*

this will be a loong and wordy post about me and my 400m.

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first 100m-

every step feels light and easy,

move along with a comfortable pace.

starts to laggg behind, slowly..

slowly.. slowly.. bit by bit..

second 100m-

the stress starts to come..

lagging further and further behind.

third 100m-

the strain starts coming..

leg feels weaker and arms are sore..

its a curve, half the race is complete.

hang in there, go on.

LAST 100m-

EVERYTHING comes at one go.

the stress, audience cheering metres away.

the strain, muscles are COMPLETELY weak.

u know its the last part.

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there is NO CHOICE, only one path.

put in all the rest you've got.

and when u cross that line, its a bittersweet feeling..

bitter, tired. its over. shag, collapsed.

sweet, happy. proud to complete it.

there are two ways to running that race,

producing the same timings and results..

1. take off with a faster speed than usual,

narrowing the gap from the toprunners..

BUT.

in the end, the last 100m will be a slow finish.

no more strength physically to pick up speed..

u need ALOT of mental strength to hang on.

for my first race, i had thoughts of giving up at the 300m mark.

but i didnt. be it last or first, COMPLETE it. ((:

2. pace yourself, ignore the other competitors,

the gap widens, they run further and further..

BUT.

all strength will be conserved for the LAST 100m.

it is a strong and powerful, nice finish.

u feel better and less tired mentally in the end.

i miss the TRACK!

T.T

SOMEONE PLEASE RUN WITH ME.

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11:30 PM

DAMN.

recently.

i..

i realised..

i realised that..

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i realised that im getting FATTER.

WAIT.

im not being over-sensitive..

im not those kind of anorexic girls who always feel that they are fat.

T_T

my waist is thicker, rounder..

i've got love handles..

my curve, my waist is disappearing..

and i mean it.

gone were those days..

when i had my toned, FLAT tummy..

and my long TONED legs..

all's left is the flabby soft flesh..

T_T

the toned, slim figure i used to have.

that i modelled in bikini..

once again, that was MORE THAN half a yr ago..

I MISS MY SLIM FIGURE.

MY FLAT TUMMY.

MY LOONG TONED LEGS.

MY CURVE.

MY FIRM MUSCLES.

ahhhhs..

ive not been exercising for half a year.

since track training ended.. )):

someone please save me and get me to exercise.

>.<

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10:51 PM

yesterday i went PS with jas, qiu and pohsin,
to celebrate pohsin's birthday! ^^

too bad we didnt take any photos.. T.T
we went to manhattan fish market for lunch,
then watched HANDSOME SUIT!

it is a lame comedy show..
the first part was ULTRA boliao.
and lame.
maybe its only nice if u're in a ultra high and good mood.

thank god when it reaches the other part,
the story got nicer.. >.<

then i met my bf after tt at bugis..
spent abit of time tgt only then
he had to rush home..
they booked out at 1230pm
and
have to book in by 830pm..

ZZzzz.

and i got injured again.. =\

why am i so clumsy? =.-

i injured ANOTHER toe yesterday..
besides the gory photo i posted of my right big toenail..
i have another bleeding second toe from my left foot..

the worst part is i dont rmb how it happened.
kicked a wall or someone's foot?
arghhh..
i ALWAYS get injured without knowing how..

right now i have TWO injured toenail, exposing some flesh.
and one painful butt, from a fall few days back..

i could have gone down to Sentosa this weekend,
but due to the stupid toes i cant.. T_T
so im bored.

and my bf is in camp.
back on a Sunday..
>.<

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i hate NS.

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10:30 AM

im bored of my admin job.. ..
had a night of fun on thursday, after work.. ..

was an event, launching of the magazine V.I.P~
apparantly, this new magazine is a guy mag,
smth like FHM.. =\

BUT!
we are only the helpers there..
me, qiurong, jasline, kingyin!
from 4-6plus, we were packing hundreds of goodie bags!
and we prepared for the event, hid in the toilet to do our dressing up.

and CAM-WHORING.. lol.. =P

i didnt put on my false lashes..

T_T

then, from 6plus-9, we were the receptionists~
dressed up in black dresses, heels and makeup,
we sat at the reception and took attendance of the visitors..
seems like it was some super exclusive event,
only big shots, invited guests were allowed in.. =\
and we decided to cam-whore! XD

dont wonder.

we had heineken accompanying us at the desk.. .. =P

and we saw LOTS of BIG cool sports cars, etc..

almost every single car that came in..

they were.. ..

ULTRA BEAUTIFUL.!

that was just a photo with a car on display..

the cars driven by the visitors were huge, with brillant colours..

and the people there were all well-groomed,

looking sophisticated and big-shot..

or they were from the media..

ok, and the sexy bunny models from FHM, the S Factor.

after that, from 9 till 11plus,
we were free..
TOLD to chill around and have fun. LOL. =\
so we ended up in the tentage where the event was staged,
with the clubbing atmosphere,
free drinks, champages, beers etc were served.
there was BLASTING music and FLICKERING lights..

and there were girls dancing behind a screen.

damn sexy huh.. =P

heh. and another GUY joined in, doing obsene movements..

LOL.

and we met the host of the event.
he is GOD DAMN HOT.
his eyes sparkle with electricity,
and his smile was like.. .. WOW.
he is one of the MOST ATTRACTIVE guy i've seen.
haha. and we chatted with him for awhile.
he's MARC NELSON.
go google!
go facebook!
he's like so famous.
=\
haha. he's a TV host cum model etc i think..
and he's like 30+ years old!! WTH, he looks like 20+..

ok. im not head over heels over him.
although i wish my bf can be HALF as hot,
but i still love him. =P

and i didnt know how i injured myself.

i think i kicked my toe into something..

and part of my nail came off..

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however,
the best part about the entire event is,
we got paid for the entire 8hours, with extra cab fare too!

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WHAT A FUN JOB!
and i love you girls..

thanks so much.

p.s: im sorry dear. =\

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7:37 PM

I took part in some pageant,
my FIRST pageant. XD

and the first stage is online voting!
top 12 proceed to the finals. ^^

VOTE FOR ME AT
http://voting.bareonline.sg/voting/servlet/voting.affiliatesite.presentation.VotingServlet?action=doViewContestant&contestantno=F14

THANK YOU!! ((:

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11:42 AM

besides the fact that i was sick and did not go to work since tuesday,
it was a looong and ENJOYABLE weekend for me~

on wednesday night, my SWEETHEART booked out..
and surprised me at my void deck at night..
so sweet of him.. =P
although i was sick and half dead,
his presence certainly made me ultra happy.
LOVE makes the world goes round.
hehe..

by thursday afternoon, i was feeling much better.
went out to meet my beloved track girls for dinner.
which CLARISSA KOH didnt turn up.. LOL.
heh. i love catching up with them.
we'd have never-ending talks and hearty laughters..
too bad we forgot to take any photos.. =\

friday was GOOD FRIDAY!.
and certainly, it was a great day.. XD
went to SENTOSA with bf and his army friends.

cus i had my period and cant go into the water,

i ended up their photographer for the day.. XD

heh.. and the sun was not even strong..

didnt get the ideal tan.. T_T

then they had some spam money session.

LOL. their shopping spree are disgustingly scary.

they spend money like water from a running tap.

ZOMG. lols. and they took more photos than me!! =\

Check out this photo:

LOL.

i bet total all the bags worth at least $500.. =\

and i met kweh at night for the movie,

THE SHINJUKU INCIDENT

it was great. rate: 4.5/5. (i love action&gore)

anw, i shall stop blogging here cus the stupid blogger double spacing thingy is back on me.

will continue blogging my weekend soon.~ ((:

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9:56 PM

im sick AGAIN!

omg.. can u believe it?
and im lazing at home now..

with a terrible, scratchy throat.
and blocked nose..

I HATE SORE THROATS,
especially those that bugg u for days/weeks..
that make u cough like a mad dog..
and wont recover regardless of how much water u drink.
I HATE BLOCKED NOSE,
running nose, flu what so ever..
i mean u breathe through your nose every second..
what can be worse than a sick nose?.. T_T

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at first i thought it was a monday blues thing..
but it got rather bad by yesterday night..

and did not recover today morning.
so i decided against going to work and
told myself tt i shall see a doctor.. =P

and now, after lunch..
im so so so lazy to go down for the doctor..
yes.
i know i have 4/5 clinics just right below my flat.
but i only patronise ONE clinic.
=P

and im so so so damn lazy that i've decided to call to ask if i can get a queue number.
and guess what.. im even too lazy to search for the clinic card.
and decided to google it..

muahahaha.
and i realised that there are so so so many clinics in CCK.

how many people actually fall ill a day..
being a doctor is that profitable? =\

LOL.

rahh.. i shall call the clinic again..
~

they suck.
bet they're as lazy as me.

NO ONE IS ANSWERING THE PHONE!!

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2:03 PM

I was bored, did some stupid relationship quiz online..
and surprisingly, it's HIGHLY ACCURATE..

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You have a fairly good perspective on yourself and what is important to men. Your poor coping skills don't surface until you're under a stressful situation. This is a problem because you probably don't react emotionally. Because of this, it is often hard for you to realize when you slip into behaviors that may be harming your relationship.

Such examples may include:
Being too accommodating to a man in a relationship
Not showing your true emotions out of a desire to be more mature.

In short, it indicates that in certain situations, particularly under stress, you are likely to display certain characteristics that may surprise the man in your life, which often causes him to overreact to your sudden display of emotion. It isn't that your reactions are good or bad, rather they are often exaggerated in proportion to the actual event.

Women who give frequently often are not aware when they are emotionally drained. They don't complain, and men simply assume everything is 'fine' with them. The problem occurs when they are pushed beyond what they can give and it appears that they 'snap' or overreact to something someone does. You don't want others to view you as a complainer and to that end you often don't defend yourself when you should. Over time, those overlooked circumstances tend to build a sense of frustration in a woman.

Most men simply don't realize how much you give to others and they assume that your giving is effortless. Men might assume that you don't need much emotional support because you appear to be so self-sufficient. Because your type doesn't complain (ever or often), this makes any request for help or emotional closeness seem clingy or demanding when, in fact, the problem is often that you simply give more than you receive.

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12:06 AM

I had my interview at SMU today~
Faculty of Social Science.

Although that was not my ideal choice,
my first choice was business.
SMU is the school i want..

psycology was my backup course.
all the while, i wanted business, MARKETING.

but SMU allows us to take double major after the 1st yr,
and im gg to do pyscology AND marketing.
unlike NTU and NUS,
u can only take a second major in a course from the same faculty..

ok.
the interview was normal..

i bullshitted my way through? =\
it was like a conversation kind of thing..
like those kind of secondary school english oral..

there was no indications of what they're looking for in your answer..
ZOMG..

i reached at 2pm, waiting for my turn.
the solemn silence was oppressing.
when i got there, there were two serious, silent girls.

thank god after they went in,
another two friendly girs came in..
we had some random small talks,
before long it was my turn..

and there was two interviewers,
in a rather big conference room..
the very first question they asked me was:
"so, are you working now?"

there it started..
i go on about my usual rantings..
and he prompted, asking me more details
about my job, about what i learnt etc.
then the conver continued..
from my describing temp admin work and duties
to how im more suited for sales jobs etc..

and after the "work experience" part..

they asked me more about my sales experience,
as i mentioned i like it the most and will most prob make it my career.
so we started chatting abt my previous experiences with customers etc etc..
LOL. they asked "what are some of the tactics u used on your customers?"
so i went on and on..

then: "tell me more about what u know of pysocology"
so i was like stunned.
and bullshited my way through..
saying the part tt im most interested in is the "consumer thinking"
so tt i can pair it off with marketting etc..

and they asked marketing is the manipulation of people's minds,
do u think its ethical?
ZOMG. LOL. haiix..

then i think somehow they asked me if i blog..
what do i blog about etc..
LOL.

then i say yes.
some times i blog about some random stuffs tt i think abt..
some times about my personal life..

then they ask me to give an example of what social problem i've thought about.
Zzzz..
i shall not continue on what i talked about..
just bullshitted whatever come to my mind.. LOL.

haha..
and the entire interview took abt 15min..

then i WENT HOME!
thanks to some one.

i think sooner or later things will turn sour.
it is starting to taste bad.
u know it when u slowly give up on your taste buds.

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5:49 PM

Yesterday was APRIL's FOOL!

but i didnt prank anyone,
neither did i got pranked.

so not fun.. T_T
haha..

and guess what.
i spent my april's fool night,
at a funeral.

yes. a funeral,
not again..

this time its a complicated distant relative's funeral.
apparantly, the deceased is my great-grandfather's brother's son..

LOL.
and this is so not a joke.

it was held at a basketball court.
(cus they live in bungalow)

and it was like a mini-wedding can..
there were AT LEAST 30 over tables.
and we left the place at 9plus cus there wasn't enough seats.
ZOMG. HUNDREDS of people.

i realised that he was not a nobody.
the chairman of BPGHS alumni or smth like tt,
he even got his picture in the yearbook.
i mean.. other than teachers, students and principal..
who gets their picture on the yearbook..
mind you, he is a 70plus yr old ex-bpian..

also, there was a large group (50 over) of old ppl..
from the khek assiocation.
in case u're wondering, WTH is that,
its my dialect group..
he is one of the "big" ppl there..

batches of people came and go.
some were his business partners,
some were from BPGHS,
some were from the dialect community,
some were his old friends,
some were relatives,

it made me realised how scary a person's network can be..
LOL.

wondering..

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just just wondering,
if one day i die.

WHO will attend my funeral,
WHO will be the ones crying their eyes out,
WHO are those who really love and care for me..

((:

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8:56 PM