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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

LONELY~

I MISS HIM..

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just got home from a tiring day at work..

today was family day!

there was an event at downtown east.

and i was one of the NTUC card recruiters..

and im so damn sticky NOW (sweat)

and SMELLY! =P

it was damn damn damn busy.

people flood to the booth to sign up..

unlike in amk.. >.<

i think the number of signups i recieved in an hour today,

was more than what i have in a day at amk.. LOL

ultra tiring, was crowded, exciting, noisy, fun..
everything.. XD

and i still havent gotten my phone repaired..

so no photos.. ='P

only some camwhoring moments from my laptop webcam.

secret: im so in love with my fringe..

it makes me so wanna camwhore.. LOL. =\

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2:36 PM

Im getting very annoyed.

i dont get it, what the hell is wrong with u GUYS.
AT LEAST 5 have asked me for ESCORT service.

escort services.
have some fun.
sex.
teasing show.
lingerie/nudity involved shoot.
part-time gf.
companion.

WHATEVER..
just sick of all sorts of weird requests.

many have tried and are still trying to tempt me into doing so.
monetary temptations dont work on me.

im attached.
im decent.

HAHA. im attached and
i dont understand how anyone can hug/kiss/touch any person,
other than his/her partner.

its sad how rich guys dont have respect for women.
when i say no, i dont do such services i mean it.
dont try to persuade me or even tempt me with money.

hehe.
now let me share some of those requests.. XD

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the weirdest request (2/3 asked for it)
was for me to kick their DICK.
and: "PLEASE TIE ME UP."

=.=

LOL.
WTF is wrong with them..
rofl.

10mins $200.
haha.

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the most annoying one
was to bug me for lingerie/nude shoots

and when i refused after countless times,
decided to turn mean and threaten to ruin my reputation.
Zzzz.

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the most SICK one
was to ask me to do a LESBIAN shoot.

he then went on the suggest,
lesbian sex, making out..
or THREESOME shoot..

and say can provide the girl somemore..
=.-
LOL.

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the most tempting one
was to be his part-time girlfriend

condition: no sex, just petting.
deal: $7k a month. (cash)
with a car for me to drive.
with movie/dinner/shopping dates (he pay)

sounds like a mistress huh..
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HAHA.
and im proud to say:
i didnt agree to ANY of these.. (:
and, even better.
im getting more and more immune to such temptations.
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in case u guys were wondering,
i keep changing my email address cus,
i keep having weird ppl adding me on msn and emailing me.
with all sorts of weird requests.

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removed my current (msn) email from every single place i can think of..
so tt i can get some peace.. ^^

p.s: today was my last day of work..

((:

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11:38 AM

shall start off my blogpost with photos.
didnt post much photos of my new hairstyle yet.

hehe.. my fringe grew longer.. ((:

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now i look like:

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THIS~

didnt had any fringe before tt..
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hehe. which is better?

u decide. XD

but i should be letting my fringe grow back loong..

^^

had a lonely but busy weekend. ((:

worked for NTUC, at AMK hub to get people to join NTUC member.

((:

ugly uniform,

attractive pay. ^^

i wanted to give smth to my bf when he's back.

did a "8day journal" for him the last time he went for outfield.

plus this time its 3weeks!!

im too lazy to write anything.. XD

so i've decided on the thing tt girls do best:

CAMWHORE.

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EVERYDAY.

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LOL.

haha.

Here are SOME of them..

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after bathing.. ((:

and i wear my AJ pe tshirt at home.

muahahahha

me and my UGLY pimple.

the thing tt i hug to sleep every night, thinking of himm...

and i realised i was having a GREAT hair day,

i love my STRAIGHT hair,

horsetail like ponytail..

Anyways, im participating in the SILOSO HOT BODS 2009.

^^

vote for me, B19 at:

http://silosohotbods.com.sg/

please gogogo~

ONE vote a day..

please... >.<

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im on page 3.

http://www.asia-promos.com/sentosa/siloso09/show_contestant.php?gender=f&page=3

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LOL..

gogogo~

ONE vote a day,

voting cloes next wed.

p.s: i haven't act cute in photos for quite some time.. XD

this shall take away any nauseous feelings in ur tummy after the cute photo.. =P

this is how i look NOW.. (in PJ pe tshirt)

I MISS HIM ALOT..

and its not even half of 3 weeks,..

T_T

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10:01 PM

ONE WEEK~ passed.

14 days more..

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im shagged from work.

tired.

will upate a post full off photos tmr. ^_^

p.s: i love to do sales.

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1:22 AM

im too busy this entire week..

short entry on my week,
so that i can be reminded of what i've done.
(want to record all down,
for my beloved laogong when he's back)

monday: meet ivy, ps and jas for some briefing on EUROMA supplying
tuesday: went down to YMCA with them for the more detailed session
wednesday: my first entry to a PUB, for a private screening FRVL
thursday: interview (got a job immediately for this weekend) and tuition
friday: working at AMK hub, to promote NTUC card.. LOL
saturday: 1-10pm work
sunday: 11-8pm work

in case u are wondering what is EUROMA,
its a beauty product, facial bar.

google it. supposed to be an amazing miracle bar.

FRVL: a secretive movie tt is still in production.
(i was part of the "calefare" team for the thriller)

LOL.

tt's abt it. short update. ((:

more photos on my next entry,
still waiting for photos from jasline on sunday~

I MISS SHAWN TEOW..
its only day 5/21.. T_T

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10:41 PM

Today is not just any other MONDAY.

its my LAST full week of work.
its the beginning of my "work out" week.
its only day 2 of my bf's 21days in TAIWAN.

im having alot of mixed feelings.

excited over uni..
(which uni im gg?)
(do i get to stay in hostel?)
(excited to meet new friends!)
scared/worried at the same time..
(no response to my NUS/SMU applications)
(can i cope with psycology?)
(is tt the right course for me?)

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happy to have my current ADMIN job ending.
sad that u know those are only your colleages, hard to keep up as friends.

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overwhelmed with lots of free time for myself (2months)
but im not sure how i will spend those days..

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overly-enthusiastic about pageants (recently),
decided to join the SILOSO HOT BODS 2009.

however, not sure if im good enough.
discouraged by many's opinion of me joining pageants as a "bimbo act"
pissed by people who truly think im a BIMBO. (but i cant be bothered)

im joining.
period.

for those who know me personally,
either u support me (voting when it starts)
or u just keep quiet and watch how it goes.
(u can laugh at me if i dont get anything out of it,
but just shut up and dont say anything BEFORE the competition even starts)

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and im a little thrilled to have some time on my own without my bf.
(i have alot of time for my friends, family and myself)
yet i have to admit i do miss him a hell lot..

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sucks to have so many mixed feelings..
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anw, i'd blog photos of my weekend soon..
((: love CTTS*

Some people just cant understand, do they?
I'd appreciate if those people can just shut up.

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1:44 PM

I CANNOT FIND MY WARRANTY CARD!!

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10:08 PM

im ultra stressed and depressed recently..

this two weeks im damn damn busy..
packed with tuition,
and neverending workload.

this is another week tt i wont be spared..
mon-wed: TUITION.
i hate tt lousy and lazy ass student of mine.
cus he's lazy to study on his own,
he have to request for extra lessons,
just cus exams is coming.. ZZzzz.
waste of my time, revising his work with him..
doing things tt he can do himself..

well. *shrugs*
i guess tts how tutors earn money,
from kiasu parents/students with little discipline.
MUAHHAHAA.

other than the 1.5h of tuition,
i have 9hours of work everyday..

1000% loaded with piling work.
big project on hand..
neverending tedious stuffs..

just kill me.

thank god i took a whole day off on thursday.
for a job interview at 3pm.
and hopefully able to meet my bf.. ^^

back to how depressed i am.
several reasons.

1. im fat, serious bulging tummy.
2. i have NO time to exercise, makes me feel deprived.
3. feeling so loser-ish for flopping my singtel grid girl audition.
(yes, im still harping on that.. 44/300++ to be chose.. NOT me. T_T)
4. my bf is flying off to TW for 21days.. haiix..
5. desperately looking for jobs. (current one ending on may 27)
6. my phone just spoilt. AGAIN.
7. just learnt tt my bf's phone is spoilt today too.. =.=
(cant contact him.. he's in camp!!!)
8. my uni applications (im lying, just wanna make the list look longer. =P)

im totally depressed.

when this happens,
i need a work out.
i need some love and motivation.
i need some time for myself.
i need more fun activities with friends.

i need to do some chatting!!

^^

anw, i've decided to come my fringe to the side. ((:
and GROW IT BACK!! XD

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11:07 PM

i went to the SINGTEL GRID GIRLS audition.
SUCKS big time.

screwed it all up.

there were like dozens of girls there.
and my number was 270.
apparantly, there were OVER 300 applicants.

i know i dont really stand a chance.
but it just seemed fun to me to give it a go.
XD

there were countless pretty girls.
i mean, everyone looks the same,
big eyes, loong fake lashes and all..

we were supposed to speak to the CAMERA.
it was like practically talking to yourself,
what's ur name,
how old are u,
what's ur occupation,
short self intro,
why u should be a grid girl.

and i gave ultra generic answers,
as though there was a marking scheme.
like:
hi, im angela.
im 18.
Currently waiting for uni admission,
just finished my alevels.
im ummm.. cheerful,
and.. .. funloving?
i should be a grid girl cus..
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i have a great smile?
LOL.
WTF. 1000% bimbo/kuku answer.

ZZzzz
haha..

and one of them asked me,
what was my fave sports.

i dunno why.
my brain couldnt work there.
LOL.
immediately, i blurted out:
TRACK. running.
my fave event is the 400m race,
as it makes everything feels more complete.

full stop.
end of statement.

i spoke LESS than 10 sentences in all.

LOL.
damn.

and only about 40plus will get picked..
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in which voting takes place for the top 20..

hah. then i went on a eating spree with
SIMLIN.

and we caught the movie star trek.
its FABULOUS.
and we took neoprints.
and we looked at hot guys.
and we laughed alot.
and we had fun.

had dinner with sis and mama..
but i didnt eat much.. =\

no appetite recently.. T_T

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i just finished chatting with my bf on the phone.
HAH.
proved myself right.

i knew i shouldnt tell him of all my "lame" pageants,
beauty queen wannabe nonsense.
he always thought all that will label myself as a BIMBO,
a brainless girl with looks and nothing else.

that's because u guys are superficial.

i join pageants, not cus im a beauty queen wannabe.
i just want to feel the satisfaction, from getting into finals.
i want to meet more people out there, widen my horizons.
i find it fun and interesting, why not? since im so free..

and i do NOT think im pretty.
i know there are prettier girls out there.
i just like people saying i am.
i mean, who doesnt like all those?

i dont want praises from friends,
cus their judgement is clouded cus they know me personally.

im just being frank abt it,
not tt im proud or arrogant.
a humble "thank you" for praises is always better than a hypocritical "no la... im not.."

and im doing all these only for fun.
NOTHING ELSE.

i dont think i can and will ever become a professional model.
or a top beauty queen, miss singapore universe,
or singtel grid girl winner what so ever.
i dont do impractical daydreaming. ((:

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and MY BF.
have to rub it in.

he simply cannot support me in my choice.

so i've decided.

im NEVER going to tell him about ANY of the pageants i join.
he'd find it out for himself.

i dont like the way he give me the "why the bimbo competition" reply.
i dont like him generalizing every pageants contestants as bimbos.
i dont like how he brings me down and disapprove of my decision.
i dont like it.

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i dont mind others judging me with my looks or whatever.
i dont care.
i dont mind others having a wrong impression of me.
i dont bother.

i dont explain.

-think of me as a bimbo. (most of u out there)
just because i have an interest in modelling?
just because i like to look good and get praises?
just beacuse i have my childish and retarded moments?
ask me. i'd say call me a BIM, whatever u like.

-believe im not a virgin. (my JC classmates, EVEN my sister)
just because i have a bf?
just because i dont seem pure and innocent?
i dont know.
many told me dont get urself pregnant, i'd reply..
1. i believe in making love with ONR partner for the entire lifetime. (my husband)
2. even if i do, i'd use a condom.
EVERYONE believes in 2 only, whatever makes them happy.

i enjoy being unglam.
i love being myself.

thats why i dont make up most of the time.

im just tired of being misunderstood.
judge me for all i care.. =.=

i just need my friends to believe in me.
i just need those i love to support me.

why can jasline, yilin, clarissa, simlin, my sister, jalene, alex .. .. .. support me,
but not u?

i have my passion and my wants.
i do what i feel is right.
cus i dont want to look back later,
and wonder WHAT IF i .. .. ..

im young.
i want to capture my beautiful moments.
i want to be recognised.
at least i try to.

at least i can tell people,
i WAS a finalist for XXX competition.

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u can dont support me,
at least discourage me.
because u matter.

it sucks.

cus when i do something,
im very firm of my decision.
i do not regret and i KNOW what im doing.

LET ME DO WHAT I WANT.

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10:47 PM

I RECEIVED NTU LETTER!

POSTED TO MY SECOND CHOICE-

PSYCOLOGY!!

=D

And..

im gg to post photo of me in my new hairstyle!

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Are u ready for this? XD

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STARRING..

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ANGELA WITH BANGS.

some say i look young.

some say i look cute.

some say i look blur.

some say i look TOOT.

some say i look nerdy.

most say i look good.

hehe. comment!

^_^

And..

shall blog about the WELLA hairshow now..

the casting for the show was on monday, 4th May..

jas went with me..

there were like AT LEAST 50 people? =\

and i was chosen, PURE LUCK.. lols..

jasline was almost chosen!!

but think they couldn't fit her into any of their ideas..

FLOW-

FLAUNT-

FORM-

i was in flow, flowy, natural wavy hair..

flaunt was more off showing off their hair clay product..

form was to demonstrate the power of their hair spray.. =P

hence, guess the hair styles.. =P

4 models for each catergory.

XD

and after the models were picked,

we had a "touching up" session.

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dyed my hair~

its a darker shade of brown now. ((:

and i love my makeup tt day.. =P

though i love jas MOORREEEEE~ XD

lessy lessy~ =P

and here is the BIG DAY.

-when i got my haircut.

and some others got their hair CREATIVELY styled..

=P

we reached at 11plus, prepared and worked on our hairs and make up..

till 5plus.. =.-

damn boring.. XD

they blew dry my hair, to make it flowy and wavy.. ((:

FROM:

TO:

finally, we're done.

make up, outfit, hair. ((:

these were the aluminium foils used to curl her hair!! XD

she cut my fringe..

and i forgot to mention,

the stylist was the VP of KIMAGE!!

we're the FLOW group of girls~ ((:

6 out of 12 of the models are non-singaporeans..

they are so blooody GORGEOUS..

was wondering why is god so unfair,

created caucasians to be so good looking..

and us.. ..

small eyes.

flat nose.

big mouth.

sharp chin.

HAHA. oh wait. im describing myself.. =P

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TEEHEES.

and the african model has a WONDERFUL figure.

tt i'd die for..

TONED body.

JUICY ass.

hourglass shaped.

and TALL. =\

watch the way they catwalked.

with grace and charisma..

i wish i could.

but i was already struggling with the bloody HIGH heels..

4inches tall.. XD

MORE PHOTOS will be posted when i get them.. ((:

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10:28 PM

Im going to update about my WELLA hair show soon.

anw, i changed my hair style.
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i dont tell u..
MUAHAHAHAHA.

photos will be uploaded soon.

im too busy recently..

will have tuition on thu, fri, sun.
and on mon, tue, thu, fri, sun next week.

preparation for his blooody SA1.
they requested for that much tuition..

not to kill the student but to kill me..
LOL. =\

i promise i'd try to take time off to post my photos.
most of the photos are with another model.

do look out for that..

its a really cool hairshow,
with pretty interesting hairstyles.
((:

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10:23 PM

another GREAT weekend for me..
i simply LOVE loong weekends..

my FRIDAY was spent with my sweetheart,
at our favourite hideout. ^^
had been ages since we last went.

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BUT.

SPOILER.
there were LOTS of people there.
cus its labour day.

people fishing..
people jogging..
people having picnic..

we spent some time enjoying the scenery.
and sat down, chatted,
enjoying each other's companion.

its so so so perfect.
SWEEEET.

and we took some photos.. ^^

SATURDAY was rest day~
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supposed to do some spring cleaning for my room,
pack my desk and stuff.

but i went to the gym with yilin and jas in the morning..
and went home to sleep for my entire afternoon.

rahh.
im so so so healthy.
^_^

LOL.

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SUNDAY -today.

i went dating with my bf again~
lalalalala`

hehe.
went SENTOSA.

((:

then we decided to go climb mount faber..

XD

hehe.

and i took some photos..

the scenery was fantastic.

and the companion was PERFECT.

muahahaha.

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I LOVE HIM~

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6:48 PM