Live With No Regrets ♥

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♥ Live With No Regrets .

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ANGELA LAI
the happy girl who lives with no regrets.

She likes to busk in the limelight,
and enjoys capturing attention.
I do not live in the shadow of others
and i HATE to be forgotten.

I do what i say,
And, i say what i feel.

You think you know me?
Think TWICE before u judge.

Here, i do my constant ranting.
Here, i update my camwhoring photos.
Everything here are purely MY opinions,
and u don't have to agree with me.
If my narcissism scares u,
leave me alone.

I never realised how much security my specs was giving me.
I forgot the importance of my specs.

Till one night,
i wanted to go jogging in the track,
but i didnt bring my lens back to hall.

I bravely decided to attempt running without any visual aid,
no specs and no lens.

My degree is 600plus on each eye and 200 astig.
You guess what happened.

All blurred vision.
and i totally mean it when i say blur,
the world couldnt look more threatening then before.

I opened my door,
i couldnt even see the end of the stretch of walkway.

I walked down the stairs,
i feel like im floating.

I mistake shoes for cats,
i run away from leaves thinking they are insects,
i dont know what to expect,
everything just seem so dangerous.

I cannot see the faces of people who are walking pass me.

I felt like an idiot.
It takes ALOT of courage to take a step,
i almost threw out ALL my guts attempting to jog.

In the end,
i was barely 200m away from my hall before i decided to go back up.

This was my vision then.

It was that bad.

I remembered the last time i took off my specs,
was to admire the lightings in town.

I love to take of my specs once in a while to see what i cant with them on,
to admire the stars and lights around.
Plus, i dont look good with specs.

.
what if i decide not to wear it back and live with the insecurities?
or i just put aside my specs since i look better with lens?

P.S: i THINK my degree increased. i THINK i need NEW specs.
(:

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